POEM
Numbness
My thoughts are no longer thoughts their memories
My present is no longer the same it’s new to me
I feel nothing
No heartache
No pain
No longer is it a you and me
Numbness
That’s become me now
Is it good, is it bad?
I’m getting through this the best way I know how
Love I had that
Passion I lost that
Pain I felt that
All steps to my biggest comeback
But right now, I feel nothing
I must untie this numbness from around my neck
But how?
I have no more energy, I want to chill a second
I have no time to do that not even a millisecond
So I must break free
I have a knife in my left hand
I have scissors in my right hand
I have the solution to the problems but I’m numb
I must find the energy and break free regardless of the outcome
I’m in a relationship with myself now
Self love
Maybe that was needed for me
I’m going to treat it like a disease maybe it’s therapeutic for me
Break free of this
It won’t last I promise
Stop looking back and don’t you dare reminisce
Numbness is only permanent If I make it
I have control
Stop acting like you’re confused of the world because you lost a girl that’s couldn’t even put the fire in your soul
Numbness
You’re haven’t lost yourself I promise
Keep going just have patience
Make someone’s day don’t make this contagious
I had to lose myself to find a better me
These are not just words this is my therapy
By: Miles Berry
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